A lesson learnt

Today, I remember something that I forget. It is not like I forget, rather I take the easiest way. It is to keep my opinion to myself. Someone said to a friend of mind that she need to arrange her thought before do or say something. Well, I have the same problem. Before, I tend to speak or write something that can hurt the feelings of some people that I care about and ended up having an argument and part ways. Thus, after that I became the new me. I intend to keep my opinion own my own and became introvert. I hardly have friends but I am grateful to those who with me now because they are like my real buddies especially this person I meet during my diploma. We care about each other. Okay, back to the topic. So I became this new me, which I hate sometimes. So, I actually writing this blog so that I can write things that I can't say, but actually I did something that the person asked that friend of mine to do without realizing. I have diary before but I rip it because turns out my father read my diary and it upsets me. Yeah I know it such a waste to rip it but, in my offense, I'm like eleven or twelve somethings.. I don't really remember. But yeah I think this blog can be my journal and I might keep this blog. Well nobody gonna read this blog so I think it is okay for now. 😜