I'm wondering.

 Okay! this is so not healthy for me! I really wonder if I look like someone who will disturb someone else relationship or snatch someone else husband or boyfriend. Like seriously, do I look like that? I have never in a relationship! Yes! but I have never thought of things like that. Seriously said, I would never hurt someone else feeling if I want a relationship. Why should I take someone else. I mean seriously! I would rather be single than taken someone husband or boyfriend. I have my own life to care about. And this freaking thing makes me feeling like I'm really a bad person cause this is 2nd time, something like this happened to me. Girls, just so you know, that if a situation happen like me and my friend like the same person I've would back off. Even though like we're just having crush. You don't need to feel so much insecurities toward me. You're beautiful!!!! I really hope that this kind of bullshit will not happened again. Do I need to get married to chase away this kind of situation??? (Sigh)